Scary Age
There was a "Sex and the City" episode where Miranda and Carrie are discussing their scary age. Miranda said 43 while Carrie decided on 45. I was around 20 at the time and picked 35 as my scary age. I'm 35. When I was 20, I visioned that I would be living in Manhattan with a fantastic job in journalism. I love news and informing people about what is going on in the world especially humanitarian news. I'm 35. I thought I'd be married. I'm 35. Instead, I'm a struggling teacher who has worked in many different schools due to budget cuts. My salary is only a couple grand more than it was when I started 8 years ago. I live in a studio apartment. I am trying to get out of a emotionally toxic relationship of 6 years. He is very critical. I don't have friends here. I'm lonely. There was another episode where Carrie talks about having it all. A wonderful man, a great job, a fant...